Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Partyin' Partyin' YEAH!

I'm getting a new car this weekend! Hallelujah! Technically, it's only a two day school week for me--I'm skipping two days since nothing important is going on in my classes. Someone should buy me a bunch of Wii stuff...everything is so expensive! How are they gonna charge 40-50 dollars for just a Wii remote without nunchuk. It's ridiculous. Can't wait for spring weather!


Sorry about the pointless post. BTW, that last post was actually directed at myself.

Friday, March 11, 2011

...

I know I'm not perfect. I'm nowhere near close to perfect. I'm far too sensitive. I complain way too much. I can be impulsive and rude. I'm selfish. I'm dramatic, I exaggerate, I lie. I'm paranoid. I'm a know-it-all. I will argue and argue, no matter what the cost. I put others down. I talk about people behind their backs. I've made so many mistakes. I'm upset most of the time. I'm boring. I take things too seriously. I hate being proved wrong. I'm hard to live with. I'm terrible at meeting new people. I don't have much confidence. I put on the guilt trip. I blame others. I'm judgmental. I stereotype. I always bring up the past. I have trouble apologizing. I don't know how to change.

I'm sorry. :(

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Stressed :(

If I don't cry, do you think I don't feel?
If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see,
And just because I want someone when I'm alone,
Doesn't mean I'm helpless,
That I can't stand on my own.

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am?

It's so hard to tell,
What's in your heart,
What you keep to yourself,
Is tearing me apart,
And should I be afraid,
To dream about you?
And if you feel the same,
What you going to do?

How far can we go before we break?
How long can I wait?

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong do you think I am?

If I move in any closer,
If you let go and give yourself away,
and if we let this happen to us,
Everything will change.

How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong,
How strong do you think I am?
How much can I take of this?
Am I a rock, or a rose, or a fist?
Or the breath at the end of a kiss?
How deep do you want to go, because I'll go there if I can,
You make it harder than it has to be,
How strong, how strong, how strong, how strong do you think I am?